Articles on Betrayal Recovery
I've got work to do - Part 1
And then I realized, the one and only way to move forward through the pain was to lay it all at the foot of the cross and ask Jesus to do a miracle in my heart and release me from the hurt and the pain that Jason caused.
The Truth About Sexual Intimacy
The type of sex we were engaging in wasn’t the love Jesus intended for us. Sex, for us, was a physical act of confusion. We’ve sought to take out the confusion and put sex in its rightful place.
Starting and Ending our Days Well
If you have no idea what you are looking at, let me tell you - you are looking at my 4 week NEW laptop in a Pyrex dish of rice. (Don't mind me, I'm just going to rock back and forth in the fetal position a little while longer.)
Saying "no" so that we can say "yes"
Honestly, I consider this to be essential when it comes to self-care which is something I harp on a LOT in my groups.
On wrestling with my changing body (clearly my body thinks it's time for summer to be over)
It's almost as if I believe deep down - if I can have taught skin, a whittled waist, and breasts that aren't wonky, my life will be better, easier.
From the Serious to the Superficial - this is what's on my mind...
Back to the point - can I just tell you how awkward it is going to pools in the summer?
Kicking Shame to the Curb - A story from 1987 and today
It's one of Satan's top tools that he uses to keep us from freedom and from basking in the sweetness of God's grace.
On What I'm Learning About Worthiness - Part 3
In my opinion, this is the most acute, most insidious, most tragic damage done by sexual betrayal.
Small Moments of Glory
Feeling sadness, shame, disappointment - all feelings that I'd rather not feel, but feelings that I know I must work through in order to be whole.
Weiner Dogs and Cultivating Joy
In other words, allowing the negative emotions to wash over me and accepting their reality has also allowed me to experience joy like never before.
The Case of the Missing Basketball
I'm trying to stay calm - as other parents are around and this is getting embarrassing. Inside, I was screaming and shaking him. But on the outside - cool as a cucumber, calm, and relaxed. This is nothing. I've got this.
Shaking out the blanket
Why do we keep landing here? Asking ourselves - what are we really doing? Why are we limping along like this? Should it really be this difficult? This stressful?
On What I'm Learning About Worthiness - Part 2
If you are interested in joining me on this journey of becoming a woman living life from a place of worthiness, I encourage you to do a couple of things...
On what I'm learning about worthiness - Part 1
So why, then, has it been so hard for me to live my life out of a place of worthiness? To live from a place of deep security and wholeness?
On what precludes us from connecting and creating space for connection to occur
This is an ever evolving practice at our home and we feel like we are almost constantly fighting for it. It never comes easy.
When the pain just won't go away
So I knew I was in for the wait. And in that wait, I knew I had choices to make.
The refining work of connection and when connection simply doesn't work
We open our hands wide, and allow our hearts, our souls, our bodies to feel the pain. We assure ourselves that relief will come in the morning. And until then, we wait it out.
How I'm choosing to parent differently because I'm married to a man that used to look at porn
Because honestly, sometimes I feel like it’s the kind of different that isn’t even cool. It’s the kind of different that offends others and makes other moms roll their eyes and smile cruelly.