Thankfulness that God would love me enough to bring me to this place. To allow me to see the truth of my past.

Learning to surrender to God completely is an Every. Day. Choice. For. Me.

In this video, Jason and I discuss the process of rebuilding trust.

But what I told her was this: One of the best choices I’ve ever made was to choose to stay married to Jason. Period.

Discussing the early days of our recovery process.

The first of several kitchen conversations. Enjoy!

The sad house with the large rooms and empty spaces. Kinda like our hearts. Empty.

We were in the checkout line and I had pegged all the gorgeous bombshells within 100 feet. Plotted on a map in my head. Hoping to figure out how to get us out of there safely.

And my eyes filled with tears as I heard God say, “See, there is positive in this, too; to help others not feel like you did.”