And since then, I’ve been playing this truth in my head like a broken record. And its good.

There are things we can do in our day-to-day to serve others and thus serve God. But until we are more aware, it isn’t going to happen.

And I believe that based on our stories and where our heart has broken, at some point, we get the opportunity to turn around and serve others going through a similar situation.

Consider the blessings God has bestowed upon you over the last year. Maybe something unexpected.

Learning to surrender to God completely is an Every. Day. Choice. For. Me.

In this video, Jason and I discuss the process of rebuilding trust.

He puts us in the cleft of a rock and then places his hand over us in protection.

Those lies of “what’s wrong with me?” and “why can’t I get over this?” were replaced with the truth…that grieving is a process.

Some of the women in the most incredible pain are those where their husbands were “only” addicted (or yoking themselves) to pornography and masterbation.

But what I told her was this: One of the best choices I’ve ever made was to choose to stay married to Jason. Period.

And when I am in the wilderness, it’s nice to go back and see His faithfulness.

Discussing the early days of our recovery process.

When you are married to a man with a sordid sexual past, who by the grace of God is living a life of integrity, life changes forever.

It can be incredible to sit in the room and watch stories unfold, light bulbs go off and hearts change forever.